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recent there's 2 case of child abuse in taiwan.
both incident took away the lives of 2 lil girls,
a 10 mth old and a 2 yr old.

10 mth old being thrown into boiling water,struggled in hosp. for 4 days but still couldn't survive.

http://www.nownews.com/2009/04/21/11490-2439897.htm

the other 2 yr old girl,being too naughty,got bash up by her father with 2 broom stick which in the end broke into parts and tied up to the bed's head board.when the mummy realise tt,she called a "mama",fell unconcious and eventually died.

hais.what's happening ? ever since the recession,so many things are happening.
murders murders murders.

sometimes we really have to look around us and be grateful tt we are still alive.
stop complaining,stop frowning,stop those attitudes and be a better person.
otherwise,you're just nothing but just another human tt got has created.

just hope that these victims will be happier in their another world.
happily being the angels. :(

P.S:shernyn getting naughtier.she's being dreaming lately.(laugh and dance in her dreams)

posted at 9:28 PM

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i'm feeling so disappointed,vexed and tired now.

i think he went back to his old ways again.
pay day just a few days ago,
his account left less than $10.
the way he talk,
you know what he did.

this marriage is getting meaningless.
i've got an urge to divorce with him.
it was naive of me to regard the BK trip as our honeymoon.
i'm so tired of all this.
to think that he had alrd changed but in fact no at all.
i really dont want to treat him like a child,
guard his money,whereabouts,doings.

in fact from the beginning,
i went through the pregnancy almost like myself.
i'm maintaining this family myself.
i don't seems to need him at all.
he only adds on to my burden.

i wanted all this to stop so badly.
but i really dont know what i can do.
i even hope that he'll get caught and jailed again so that i can get away from all his nonsense.
please........
i really cant take this anymore.
i need help.

posted at 9:48 PM

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saw this video from a idobaby forum thread.

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singapor...d=64592#comment

i cried like hell.
the girl is just about shernyn's age or a lil bigger.
what have she done wrong?
why must the maid resort to such an abuse?
why she's so heartless?

it happened in KL but i doubt the authorities will take up much action.

ever since shernyn's born,
i get emo over these babies being abuse,injured,burnt or any mishap happening to them.

even one was an article about a maid adding poison to a 4 month old bb's milk,twisted his arms and legs.
another one in china abt a mummy whom died from illness at home and her 2 child was by her corpse for a few days w/o milk and food and even the corpse is leaking out fluid.

how i wish god or buddha can bless all the little ones to grow up healthily and safely.
i promise to love shernyn even more.

till now,i'm still very traumatized by the video.

posted at 9:51 PM

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finally,my ladyboss and boss's bb is born.
3.45kg.
can u imagine?
thought of going over to see her,but am afraid will be left out.
a BIG BIG BIG CONGRATS to their bao bao.

boss even praise me.
heh heh.
but i noe i'm very stupid,boss push den i move.
DUMB !
anyway,boss and wife just granted me paid childcare leave.
they're really nice ppl tt doesn't take advantage like some DR.

u girls should know huhs?
just heard from my ex-collegue that her bonus till now still haven't give.
THANKS GOD ! I LEFT TT PLACE !!!!!!!
WEEEEeeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee~

anyway,
i will work even harder now.
wish me luck.

posted at 1:13 PM

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really cant wait for e thailand trip.
hais.
i need to have some relaxing time.
feeling so tense up nowadays.
a big HAIS !

anyway,
shernyn fell 2 times since tuesday.
1st-fell off the bed and got stuck in between the tv console and bed frame.
2nd-walked on the bed,lost balance and knock onto the wall. "BANG!"
i'm alrd feeling very bad to see my dearest in pain,
then this stupid neh neh kns kiam pa maid of grandpa-in-law,
came in laughing.
here it goes.
"haha,shernyn fall again ah?why?mummy sleeping huh?two times alrd huh."
!@#$%^&*
then i tell shernyn,
"u see tis auntie nora,u fall down she still laugh at u,nv sayang u,dun fren her."

common sense right?
baby fall down u should console her,reassure her....
came in laughing.
so !@#$%^

lame ass.cant stand her some times.

posted at 12:56 PM

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diarrhoea since sunday morning follow by fever in the evening.
total sickness.
but funny part is when i reached the clinic,
my fever has subsided from 39.6 to 38.
funny ya ?
guess it's got to do with some sweating.
dr diagnosed it as food poisoning.
but the only thing i ate differently from my family members is the mcspicy chicken on friday,doubt that's the cause.
so MC on a MONDAY again.
hais.
dunno wat my boss will think cos last MONDAY i took off again to send shernyn to KKH hospital as she's wheezing,having bronchilitis.
well.but what to do ?
ladyboss's pregnant, i wouldn't want to spread my illnesses to her though.

so i'm here now at my mummy's place,cos she's off today and thanks god,she's here to help me take care of shernyn,if not i wouldn't be able to rest at all.

and again,some updates on shernyn's photo.

posted at 4:45 PM

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dinner yesterday night with daddy and mummy.
as usual,the bings and bangs of shernyn playing with the bowls etc.
then when we finishes our dinner,
she did this . . . .

laughing my head off upon watching her with all her poses.
one word "ADORABLE!" hahahahas.
she may not be the prettiest baby but i bet she can be the "CUTEST".
hahahahas.
BHB BHB BHB BHB ! ! ! !

anyway,shernyn and his daddy will be collecting their passport tml.
then we'll get to go in to malaysia and buy cheaper mamypoko pampers.
but no way am i going to get milk fomula from there.
heh heh.
KIA SI !

P.S : anyway girls,wanna go REBEL this coming saturday ? heard it's fun. =)

posted at 12:23 PM