i'm feeling so disappointed,vexed and tired now.
i think he went back to his old ways again.
pay day just a few days ago,
his account left less than $10.
the way he talk,
you know what he did.
this marriage is getting meaningless.
i've got an urge to divorce with him.
it was naive of me to regard the BK trip as our honeymoon.
i'm so tired of all this.
to think that he had alrd changed but in fact no at all.
i really dont want to treat him like a child,
guard his money,whereabouts,doings.
in fact from the beginning,
i went through the pregnancy almost like myself.
i'm maintaining this family myself.
i don't seems to need him at all.
he only adds on to my burden.
i wanted all this to stop so badly.
but i really dont know what i can do.
i even hope that he'll get caught and jailed again so that i can get away from all his nonsense.
please........
i really cant take this anymore.
i need help.
posted at 9:48 PM